EMOTIONAL

Everyone say Im always emo...

I think is what I had wrote in my blog cause they to feel like that...

Yea, I admit that Im a emo person!

SO WHAT???

Everyone also hav their dark side,

even me as a normal human being also have a dark side...

The dark side I mean is the negative part of me.

I also dun want to think negative!

but if somethings bad happened to me,

I will feel bad,

then I will become very down...

Down like a hell!

I also have try to change my thought,

but sometimes it doesn't work at all...

Maybe I will feel happy at the morning,

but at night,

I will become very down...

I also dun know why!

So Pls dun ask me Y I emo!!!

U better run away as fast as possible!

Because I dun wan anyone to c my dark side...

I dun wan u pity me...

no need u to console me...

Just leave me alone~

Yea~ I love to laugh...

Even a little thing I also will laugh non-stop...

U may think that Im a crazy person...

but SO WHAT???

I just want to laugh as loud as possible in my entire life...

coz Life did have take 2!

Once it gone...

U cant get back!

So, I will appreciate all my happy memories in my life^^

And LAUGH like as frequent as possible! HahaXDD...

Yea~ I have a bad temper!

So,

When U made me angry,

Pls just run away b4 I punch u/throw sumthing to u...

Im rude...

Sometimes I will also speak out many dirty words...

but I dint mean that to u or ur mother...

Just because I cant control my emotion by that time...

Sorry if I say any words that hurt u all...

SORRY...

Dream

Everyone have a dream...

It can be only one dream in their life;

it also can be a lot of dreams in their whole lifetime.

ME...a simple girl who also will dreaming

also have a dream...

the dream that can not be fulfill in my entire lifetime...

Piano...Yea, I LOVE PIANO very much!

Everytime I passed through the YAMAHA shop...

I will feel very excited because I have seen the piano placed inside the shop...

Sometimes I will stared outside the shop,

but sometimes I will go inside and try to play the piano...

I remembered when Im 10 years old,

I had a chance to learn the piano lessons...

But that time I really dun know why my parents want me to attend the piano class...

That time,

my piano teacher said I have a talent in playing piano...

I have passed the practical exam successfully,

but I din't continue my piano lessons after I passed the Grade 2 exam...

Just because I did not have any interesting in music.

After 2 years,

I start to continue my study at secondary school.

One day,

When I listening to the radio,

I hear a very special voice...

IS HE~ JAY CHAU!

The song that first impressed me is Black Humour from Jay Chau!

First time I felt Im really very very love music，

First time that I felt very regret because of giving up my piano lesson!

Just because of Jay's music!

When I saw Jay playing piano in the music video of Black Humour,

One word~ Awesome!!!

The way he playing piano with his fingers...

The way he sing the song...

The cap he wear at his first music video...

Make me very admire he!

He is a talented artist that impress me a lot...

So, I falling in love with Music.

I hope that I can play piano again...

But I dun know this dream can come true or not...

烦！！！

最近真的很烦！

成绩出了酱久还check不到！

死人学校来的！！！

打电话去没人接！！！

我还要找工作的啊！！！

Fuck!!!

忍无可忍了。。。

每天打电话去HEP(Hal Ehwal Pelajar),

不是Number busy就是没人听！！！

给那个电话号码做么！！！

#@￥……%￥&……%￥！#￥@！

真的很想发一份律师信给他们！！！

事情是这样的：

我们学校出了个死人条规。。。

就是所有学生(不管是住外面的还是住asrama)

每个月一律要付RM10的巴士费，

我们这些住外面的当然很不爽啦！

那又怎样？

没人敢投诉校方！

问题是我明明考试前就交完了！！！

为什么我的成绩会被block?!!!!

真的很气啊！！！！！！！！

后来我朋友帮我问，

那个人竟然说那份record(用来记录谁有给钱的)不见了！！！

WALAO eh....

我火滚到。。。

刚从槟城回到家，

我爸叫我赶快找工。。。

我说我的成绩还没拿到。。。

想去学校settle这件事先,

怎知他不给我去，

叫我打电话去搞定。。。

我说我打过很多次了，

还是没人接啊。。。

他叫我明天再打看看。。。

因为他不想我特地去学校，

觉得浪费车油喔。。。

我真的无语。。。

第二天，

我试着打去学校，

可是还是没人接。。。

......................................

真的很想快点解决这件事。。。

可是我还能怎样？

每当我想做什么，

总会有人阻止我！！！

拜托！！！

我都几岁了？

可以给我点自由吗？

我也有我的想法！

我也有我的坚持！

为什么你们不能相信我呢？

为什么你们那么喜欢泼我冷水？

我为什么都要听你们的？

就因为你们是我父母，

就有权控制我的一生吗？？？？？

我已经长大了，

不再是三岁小孩了。。。

总不能每天都要被你们管呀！

可以给我多一点的自由吗？

不要再逼我做我不想做的事了！！！

我真的受够了！！！

以后的路要怎么走由我决定！！！

后果我自负！

3P Program ~ ENSA & ECSS (Part 1)

First Day(3/5/2011) ~Registration at PSP(Polytechnic Seberang Perai)

First time go so far to study...

felt very excited!!! Coz is Penang!!!

I remembered that I have been went Penang during my Standard 6 Trip...

After 10 years go again,

the feeling is not same...

When I reached PSP,

It was ady 6pm!!!

OMG! Miss the time of registration just becoz the bus la!!!

Stopped so many times for what?!!!

My friend and I need to wait until tomorrow to register for the program...

haiz...

But fortunately still got room for us to stay...

If not I will kill the bus driver!!!

2nd Day & 3rd Day (4/5/2011~5/5/2011) ~ Softskills

The instructor is Terence...

who have teached us a lot of useful skills such as Speaking, Presentation skill, Communication skills and so on.

All this skills are very useful at workplace...

We all have fun during his class,

I also feel more confident after complete this class!^^

6/5/2011~ First Outing@Jusco Seberang Perai

HahaXD...

Finally can go out liao!!!

After the profile update session at lab,

I and my friend~ Bin Bin went to Jusco gai gai!!!

First time take Rapid Penang at here...

The bus quite clean! I like it!^^

We reached there after 10 mins,

Then,

We went McD online^^

and I grabbed my second Coca-cola can glass from there!

YEAH!!! Happy:D

After 3 hrs,

we decided to watch a movie b4 we leave...

Fast and Furious 5!

this movie not bad, quite funny!

Especially the Black guy(I forgot his name),

He said dun wan in then after hear the word 100 billions USD,

then fast fast change his mind! LOL...

After watching the movie,

we go eat Big Apple^^

My favourite dessert!!!

Then we walked out to find the bus stop...

20 minutes passed...

Finally got a bus,

but we had take the wrong bus ady!!!

Shit!!! We need to go back poly b4 9pm!

We asked the bus driver to stop us at the dun know wat place...

then we took the taxi back to poly coz no bus passing there!

It cost us RM10 just for a few mins...Damn IT!!!

Luckily we reached poly on time...

So take it as a lesson!